The Pursuit of Artistic Greatness
has been among us for thousands of years, yet it
has eluded most of us. It seems almost impossible
to pursue that which we can hardly define.(artistic
greatness). It's not surprising so many people,
who may possess all the potential they need, still
fall short because they didn't realize they already
possessed the single most important element. But
what is it? Is it something that can be changed
or acquired? Probably not. But that is not necessarily
bad news. It only needs to be awakened and realized.
There are many common misconceptions
surrounding what it takes to achieve true greatness
as an artist of any kind. Obviously there are multiple
factors involved, but there is a single common element
which all great artists have in great abundance.
A good friend of mine and I were talking about her
past frustration as a musician. She was once both
a very talented young pianist (one of the best in
her city) and also a touring guitarist. She quit
music entirely a few years ago (before I knew her).
I asked her why she quit after already achieving
so much. She said, "I thought I could never
be truly great because I am missing something, I
don't know exactly what it is, but I know it is
not something I can learn or acquire. You either
have this 'something' or you don't
and
I do not have it". I said, "But you DO
HAVE IT! You have it in massive quantity and quality!
You just don't know what it is."
She continued to tell me all about
her weaknesses as a musician. I commented that all
of the things are learnable and teachable. I asked
her to take a few days and really think about truly
great artists such as: Beethoven, Bach, Chopin,
Wagner, Michelangelo, Renoir, Delacroix, Picasso,
Goethe, Shakespeare, etc. . "Sure there are
many differences between them, but there is one
single thing that everyone of these artists had
in abundance?" The one thing above all others
which was most important. It is the one thing which
enabled all their other talents, skills and knowledge
to bloom. "Is it creativity?" she asked.
"No. It is much more basic and simple than
that." I replied. "Keep thinking about
it." When we spoke again, I told her the answer
(which is really a two part answer).
The first part is "simply
having something to say". Even if the meanings
of what one wants to say are intentionally obscured
or left vague, the underlying driving force behind
all that is necessary to create great works begins
from what it is that the artist has to say. Sure,
it is possible for everyone to have something to
say, but some of people have "more" to
say than others. Some experiences in life, thoughts,
and emotions may simply be more vivid and intense
than in other people. This was certainly true with
my friend. She is a very deep person and has endured
and experienced things in her life that are unimaginable
to most others. There is an enormous wealth and
depth of things in her mind to be expressed. She
just hadn't tapped into it, nor did she know how
to acquire the creative skills to express them.
The second part of what makes
a true artist is simply the "need" to
express one's self. In all art, the fulfillment
of that need is very often imperfect because all
artistic mediums are imperfect (not to mention any
limitations within the artist). Regardless of the
realities of art's imperfections, it is the intense
need to "try" which drives us. There are
people (perhaps most) who don't have that need or
recognize its fulfillment - even among many musicians.
But these things were/are not
her problem. She had/has both of these an enormous
amount to say and certainly has an incredible need
to express it
.. to be understood. In her case,
as is the case with so many others, she had never
developed the creative skills she needed to manifest
what she need to say. As a classically trained pianist,
all her teachers and professors were training her
to be a pianist - one who plays the pieces of music
written by others. Certainly one can feel self expression
indirectly through playing music of others (more
on this later), but that is not what she needed
to do. So she never truly felt the power of music
as it relates to self expression and therefore her
needs remained unmet.
As a "self taught" guitarist,
she had many "creative" limitations (even
though she had some success as a pro while touring
in Europe). Being self taught, everything was trial
and error and although she did reach a respectable
level, she remained unable to ever feel truly "artistic"
or "great".
As a result of all of this, she
began to believe what so many others do, that she
simply was not born with the natural talent needed
to be a great musician (or even an artistic one).
In disappointment and disillusionment, she gave
up and quit (like so many others).
Had she simply known the TRUTH,
that the true starting point of a truly great artist
is to have something to say and an intense need
to say it, all the other things she needed could
have been learned and developed.
An additional point (that I personally
do not subscribe to, but is relevant to some people)
is that the expression need not be "original"
.Our common humanity makes it possible for you to
take others' artistic expressions, and discover
that they may also express you and that you can
make use of them as your own. I'm not talking about
stealing others' ideas and calling them your own,
I am talking about playing/performing them that
is deeply personal to yourself.
Another friend of mine, described
it this way: "Expression can be non original
if a composer's expressed emotions are enough for
someone, Beethoven's expressed emotions may be something
you can relate to perfectly and you may never feel
a need to take matters further into your own hands
to actually originally express yourself in your
own words or music, (perhaps it's like the pre printed
greeting cards people buy and give to others, they
just sign their name at the bottom (personally I
like writing and receiving the hand written original
messages (even if the words are not always as eloquently
written as a Hallmark card."
No matter where you are now or
where you want to be, if you have something to say
and a strong desire to say it, you are in good company
- among the greatest artists in history. Each of
them "started" in the same place you are
(with something to say and a need to say it). Without
this, we would not know today who people like Beethoven
or Chopin were. The good news is, all the other
stuff - including creativity CAN be learned, and
because it can be learned it can be (and is) taught.
Acquiring and developing the skills you need is
actually the easy part. Any GOOD teacher can help
you with that. But no one outside yourself can give
you "that something". For that, you may
need to dig deep inside your life memories, pains,
loves, fears, moments of personal triumph, etc.
Focus in on that first. Then you will be ready to
learn. study and refine the rest of the skills and
knowledge you need. For that I strongly recommend
finding a great teacher.